pillow talk

2 conversations bedside:

Em: i two

Me: yes, sweetheart, you're my big two year old.

Em: i was a baby?

Me: yes

Em: in you tummy?

Me: yes, you were in Mommy's tummy

Em: i pop out

Me: yes, yes you did

a few moments later Emery was putting her hand up by her face, near her boo-boo

Me: Emery, leave your boo-boo alone

Em: I holding it

Me: don't pick it, you can rest your hand there

Em: it sleeping. my boo-boo sleeping too

She proceeded to fall asleep with her hand over her face, holding her weary boo-boo

Sweet Emery Ruth,

As I cuddled in your bed with you (praying it didn't collapse underneath me) I couldn't help noticing how enormous you are. I held your cousin Elliott today and he's only a little guy. You were like that not long ago. You are such a big, beautiful two year old. You melted my heart as you were falling asleep tonight. You would close your eyes and then smile a contented smile knowing your mommy was lying beside you. I know your daddy thinks I probably spoiled you by doing that but I couldn't help it tonight. You're invitation (aka demand) for me to rest my head on your back was too good to pass up. I loved that I thought you were asleep and then 'Stay Awake' came on the cd player and you popped open your eyes and said, "Mary Poppins." You never miss a beat. Thanks for giving me this memory tonight. I had to write about it quickly so it didn't get away from me! I look forward to spending the day with you tomorrow and hearing you laugh, sing, and probably try to boss us around. Sweet dreams, sweet girl. Momma loves you!